Bigest city walk in the world

I am in Orlando Florida, so exciting walking here in the city walk, so big and so many people hanging out here outdoors in the summer heat, so cool......

Just want to share.......

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Bigest city walk in the world

I am in Orlando Florida, so exciting walking here in the city walk, so big and so many people hanging out here outdoors in the summer heat, so cool......

Just want to share.......

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What a beauty and fun!

Children and a big cat running, I want one!

So beautiful......

That's the only thing I want......

To be with, to play with, wild, wild spirit, wild energe, wild fun......wild life......

The wild nature where I came from, where we all came from, maybe I should fly to see the wild nature now.......

But where?

But Just by looking at it already gets me so excited......

Look at it!

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Flight delayed.......

Look at the plane on the right at the picture, coming at us looking so beatiful, and in the middle what is that? I loved the color I always do, surreal and romantic......

Flight delayed because the toilet is broken, can you imaging? The whole flight smell like in the toilet, I think lot of people will pass out by the scant and others will risk their life jump out of the window into the high air and dance and floting on the white clouds, funny the image I am picturing it now, but maybe this is the way you actully find out that you can fly just like that, you have to have a motivation to do things and anything, well I believe this is the best motivation one can have when you locked in a stinking toilet that you have no interst of pee or shite, this is the best way to force some one to fly, believe it or not we actrully can, but the thought scared the captain, he decided to quit and change the plane, so here we go, waiting for "Godar", spelling check please.

Wondring and watching people, its really a night mare when you are so tired stuck and blurred in you morning day dream, how many cups of coffee you can have? I find myself in the Burger King eating those big Burgers, I have a funny story, while back when I just landed in New York from China, I did a Burger King commercial, I have never eat or heard of Burger king in my life, its a big budget commercial, so many people on set so early, I got there at 6am, them waited and waited, I thought I was lucky, first job I got in America is with the king, so excited and wondered in my mind what the king looks like, 3 hours go by, I had my make up done and everything, suddenly I was called on set, I was so excited and looked around and think the king will be there with his big nose shinning bright, then the director came to me and said something to my ear I have no clue of, because I did not speak English then, I thought the king had his breakfast and bite so hard on a little hard rock and had rashed inside the egg and went to the dentist this morning and running late, then we start shooting over and over again, they asked me to eat again and aging, I don't understand why do I have to eat those round big fat thing one after another, lunch time arrived and the king still no where to be found, then the sun is coming down to hills, and the king still did not show up, I understand when your tooth hurt, but still this many people waiting and wasting film shooting eating all the time, the king should at least have the curticy to come at 5PM to say I am sorry, but the king dose not give a shit, the king is the king, this is the first time I have tested the Ameican Burger King power, why Burger? what a wired name? he hold his power over his citisen, the sky is dark now disolved into my thoughts.......

Every one on set was so tired and disurpointed and ready to go home, I finally asked the director: where is the king?"

The king never showed up but every one was laughing at my question so bad, well at least I made the gossip of their day.......

I am flying right now


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Can you figure it out......

Where I am? What's the story here in this picture? Look behind me on the left, a man's mouth is wide open in the half motion, but how do you spell the word "yauning" I mean before you are so tired and have to go to sleep right now and after a whole day 14 hours of fighting with your boss about a little things like where is that stupid red chair? Why you moved it to one feet left? I told you many times not to move the red chair! Anyway its funny some one's yawning( did I spelled right this time?) could be permenetly printed on some stranger's phone or Blog for ever and ever, maybe one day his relative suddenly will recognize him,my god my long lost uncle, shoot, he will crying for the miracle that he is looking for of his life time, he is already 88 years old, how come his uncle is younger? wow, just realized maybe I just made someone's dream become true by posting the picture, you never know. it is ture in the universe, it is all tangel with energe and image and floting drawings disolve slowly gently page after page into darkness then brightness.......

And now maybe its your turn to give me and others who is here visiting my Blog a story about that boy on my right side, waiting for her mom? How old is he? Where is he going? Dose he have sisters? Is he smiling? Why is he alone? Interisting life around us every day and you can and others can help each other in a way you don't or never will know, but the meaning of help is really for others, so you should not know.......

I am so excited for my new computer, then I can write my book again and forget about life outside the window, actrully its bad that today we don't have to go out but look into the computer screen and the internet all day long to travel the world, but when you lose in touch with the real life you lose the meaning of living real life, then you lost the real joy, especially with the children, if I have a child I would send her or him or both to the wild nature, to get lost and find life on their own, you will be so surprised how strong and smart they are and how beautiful they will become in front of your eyes.......

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Can you figure it out......

Where I am? What's the story here in this picture? Look behind me on the left, a man's mouth is wide open in the half motion, but how do you spell the word "yauning" I mean before you are so tired and have to go to sleep right now and after a whole day 14 hours of fighting with your boss about a little things like where is that stupid red chair? Why you moved it to one feet left? I told you many times not to move the red chair! Anyway its funny some one's yawning( did I spelled right this time?) could be permenetly printed on some stranger's phone or Blog for ever and ever, maybe one day his relative suddenly will recognize him,my god my long lost uncle, shoot, he will crying for the miracle that he is looking for of his life time, he is already 88 years old, how come his uncle is younger? wow, just realized maybe I just made someone's dream become true by posting the picture, you never know. it is ture in the universe, it is all tangel with energe and image and floting drawings disolve slowly gently page after page into darkness then brightness.......

And now maybe its your turn to give me and others who is here visiting my Blog a story about that boy on my right side, waiting for her mom? How old is he? Where is he going? Dose he have sisters? Is he smiling? Why is he alone? Interisting life around us every day and you can and others can help each other in a way you don't or never will know, but the meaning of help is really for others, so you should not know.......

I am so excited for my new computer, then I can write my book again and forget about life outside the window, actrully its bad that today we don't have to go out but look into the computer screen and the internet all day long to travel the world, but when you lose in touch with the real life you lose the meaning of living real life, then you lost the real joy, especially with the children, if I have a child I would send her or him or both to the wild nature, to get lost and find life on their own, you will be so surprised how strong and smart they are and how beautiful they will become in front of your eyes.......

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In the restaurant of Madeo in beverly hills

Look at my desert, so good, and the food here in so dilicious, I eat so much, I love food and sex and life, and LA now, the city makes you feel relaxed in the eazy wind, you know my computer died on me, so I can not write or do anything now, so had to buy a new one, so I got the Apple, so nice and beautiful looking, well its good now I know the reason why it died because a new one is calling.



Funny I got a call from my sister's husbend from China, he said he ready from the internet about the earthquke here and want to make sure I am ok, funny I was worried about them in my home town of the earthquke, now the table has turned, this is life, things could happen and change just like that, life turn around even when you are sleeping......



Treasure life this is what we need to do every day.



Missed a screening because had to get A new computer, one event and after party sort of have to go, but not in the mood, strange, well maybe it is the relaxed cold LA wealther.......





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Here you go!

On my left: love more love for humanity, on my right: love more love for Olympic

A smile to you all for the beautiful day and evening. I am running around and trying to get the IPhone, but the picture comes up small and not as good, oh?.......

My nipples? You want to see my nipples?

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Here you go!

On my left: love more love for humanity, on my right: love more love for Olympic

A smile to you all for the beautiful day and evening. I am running around and trying to get the IPhone, but the picture comes up small and not as good, oh?.......

My nipples? You want to see my nipples?

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iPhone test

I am about to buy a Iphone, just want to see if it works. :)

The Earthquke.......

This is what happend when the earth is dancing out of our rethym.......

Its normal for earth to jump our of its daily rethym and jump out of its feet once in a while then for our human beings to take the suddenly disorder, its like some body eles is driving the car and you have no contrul of, and get so scared and think the sky is going to fall......

I was still at the caffee chatting with the Russians and getting high from my morning Tequila shot, suddenly I got up and ready to dance for the Russians, just when I got up and lift my left foot then the floor started to dance and waved like the waves on the ocean and joined my rethym, I thought wow this is so cool, the door understand me this well? the floor danced so gracefully like my lost lover trying to show me his love by leading me to the music, I am dancing and walking on water in the ocean right now, so cool it feels, then the Russian lady came to me and with her eyes almost poped out and both hands hold me down and shouted to my ear: " stop! Stop now!!!"
I did not know what is wrong, just felt a bit strange the earth heard me and is helping me to show the Russian lady and the Russian man that I can make the floor dance, so wired when I stepped on the floor and waved with the earth like a tangle almost waved to the window, maybe it is my dance made the earth happy or mad? The Earth started to shake his ass to show me he is better? And maybe was a way of giving me a worning or celebrate with me as we all are just had a teqeila and drunk? I know there is this little wild spirit in side earth she is just like me wear a short mini skirt and like to surprise people and light a fire. But the feeling I had was amazing, can you imaging the entire foor danced with me and with the 80 French red wine bottle shaking their ass and singing......

But the amazing thing is that just when our dance stopped then there is this news break the earthquak on TV, that fast, the skill our human have is amazing, I am sure it surprised the earth, the nature, our creator, they wondered and amazed that those little buman beings got so smart and so edvanced than theire old computers above there and needed to be up- grade right now, but still nature got our key, to their and our surprise , nature wants to give us a little litsen to show us its power.

The sun is still up, the world is still peaceful, people are still in their suit rushed to lunch and meetings, girls and boys are still trying to find the best way tonight to say : I love you to their loved ones and still vow for a life time. So beautiful our life is.

See earth can not stop us, our spirit is way more powerful then the earth's sudden anger.......

Balence in things, balence on our land, this is what we need to know, there is a princeble in the earth's and nature's heart....... They are always gentle with us, so we need to do the same.......

Life is so much more beautiful if you count on there will be death......

So say the word love to your heart and to other's heart.......

I love you!

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Back in time.......

This was Sunday with my girl friends having Dim Sum, I like girl friend hanging out, I have too many boys hanging out all the time and I like girls now, just different vibe and energe, they are more gentle sutle caring and of cause posessive...... Well I play a Lesbian girl in this movie thats way I get the vibe and the interist to get to know girls and hanging out and open to them, but only when you are open you suddenly see a diffrent view......



you will be surprised when you see my movie and suddenly recognize the actresses in this picture.......



My Russian friend get me a shot of Taqila, this hour in the morning? I am already drunk now, you know the Russians just like the Chinese, they drink heavy and none stop, luckily I am not a friend with alchohal, otherwise I will be exported to Russian long time ago to work for the mafia, but I like the rough and earthy spirit that Russian and Chinese have, real and powerful, unlike the fake polished Hollywood people, becuse you polished life away, then you lose power and passion and the dust of life, then your heart will be empty, I want to go to the wild life again to see nature and animals soon......



Felt good start with a shot, not used to it, but new......



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This is life......

Out of blue a friend call and wants a meeting, I could not picture him just by the name, and he described a good picture so I saw him, we met at the Urth Coffee on Main street in Santa Monica, and started with a desert of cause, very nice conversation about movies music and politics, then comes to life and he told me he had a dream of a house in Bhutan that is his, then next thing he knows was a invitation from a friend to Malibu party, then he found a picture of his house in his dream, then it leads to a person knows the house from Bhutan walked to his office.

"I want to go there."

"don't go, not now" I said. Then he said " Do you believe in Ghost? What is some one tells you you are immortal?"

"well I saw ghost every day, they are those spirits flying around like a little cute beings walking in air waiting to be transformed, and I am immortal I already know, to me time sit still, have you seen the dust in the sunlight? Those are the little spirit beings flying and resting in the air like little stars, look at those 2 people, look there, 2 old men sitting in front of you? Look at them, how could these 2 possibly fit the image of the trendy Urth cafe in LA with all the fashionable plastic people in a sunny afternoon? They are the spirit, they reviled just at this moment for us to notice, and for you, the funny and scary thing is, as soon as I said I want to take a picture of them, immediately 2 of them stood up, ghosts don`t like pictures, the flash lights blind them. Maybe we are ghost to them too? The world is full of beauty and mystery and stories that we don't see and know. There is this much advanced machine in nature sit on the sky that conduct us showing us and manipulate us every moment of life, its truly crazy and fascinating.......



Just want to share with you what we can see and experience in real life and in front of us every day just like that......



My dinner date is here, but I shall continue.....



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Not in the mood......

I am not in the mood to take pictures, but found this one and think its cool, sitting in the sun and ready to have a meeting in the sun, living in California you can not avoid the sun, he is your friend either you liked it or not, kind of cool, when you have no choise you actrully can just eccept and not question it, like Bush is the presendent, even you have the power to vote and change but he is still there guiding the country, guildinh the country? How? I look at him and think he is a funny caton charactor in a TV show.

But the sun is just so beautiful, right now it touches my body and face, it just makes me feel so good and happy......

Wondring if I am somewhere eles what I would be doing? What my mood will be and what the mood of the world would be?

Ok meeting time 5:45PM.....
See time again......

Send you the warm touch of the sun......

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This is where I am running to.......

The magic and surreal world of Fantacy...... Black and white, bluerd...... Back in time another story that I don't really know, behind and in front of camera, what is each person's story in this picture? What is the role they are playing in the story of the movie? Road takes me to another page of life that swiped my mind off that I forgot where I was coming from? where I am running to? What I was looking for? And why? And why I am here right now in front of you? In front of this picture?

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I am running to this......

At first in my escap to my adventure from the car, from the street......

Why?
What is this?
Where I am?

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I am running out of the car now.......

While that was a while ago, but I did not have the chance to write, but buzy on running and escaping, and had a drama alone the way of cause, tough sometimes taking those edventures that you don't know where to go or coming from, its exciting also can be dangers too......

I am learning in each step......

Fallow me......

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Some one ship me to somewhere right now that I don't really know.......

Sunday's secret and mystery......

I am like an wild animal now ready to take adventure.......
They lucked me Sitting in the back of the car, windows up, safe? Not sure for them or me?
but....... Where to?........

Well I decided just to roll with it for a moment, its fun just to fallow the human brings and no think and blindly go and jump maybe to the fire.......

This is Sunday's spirit in LA before the sunset with a huge sound of laughter in Santa Monica and in this car.......

Its going to be fun! You watch! But You Go with me?

Say yes baby!

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Morning to meet girl friends for dim sum.......

Driving in LA, in the sun, on Sunday, What a lovely Sunday morning, empty......
the whole city is empty because every one had rushed to the blue sea in the bright sun and left their thoughts and mind home deep down, hoping for a boat to take them to a dream, to the otherside, to China....... To summer...... To a romance......to their loved ones.......
To happiness.......

A beautiful Sunday to you......

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I am here with you......

Just relaxing and writing my book, and taking a long walk aimlessly along the ocean and inside my mind......
felt good but when you are writing you lost in your own world without yourself notice it, like the sand in the ocean......wet your shoes......

But what is amazing is that the sun always woke me with your calling and love......

I love the weekend, gives you the room and space and rights and sound to go complately naked, naked in nature, naked in the Deep soul......

Nature is naked, but there is no shame...... Only beauty...... So do you, so dose your body, so dose your soul, so dose nipple, they all have their own life and revile themself beautifully.......

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Sharing with you......

Happiness is nothing more
Than being free from worry.

Suffering is nothing more
Than having excessive desires.

Wealth is nothing more than being content.

Poverty is nothing more
Than being greedy.

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I met Mr. Chris Carter, the creator and the director of X file

I met Chris Carter last night at the X file premiere and talked with him, he is a very warm and nice gentlmen, with all the fans out there in the red carpet going crazy he must be so proud. Thank 20 centry fox for invite me to witness this. I told Chris that I like the intellegence behind the movie and the tender haeat,

and he asked me to tell him how do I think of the movie after I watch it, but I never made it to the after party, so I missed him, hope one day I will meet him again or have a chance to work with him then I can tell him my thoughts, you know people meet just like that, like the wind passing by, some of them you will never meet again, but some of them you will when its meant to be in your surprise, I love those surprises, we plan a seed then we smile at the flowers when the sun puts a bright light on it.



Chris told me he knows my work and he is a fan. I like to work with all the intellegent directors and producers, the intellegent artist always gets me, they get me and appreciate me, it is because they stand where I stand, they smile my melody of smile, and have a gift to offer and have a beautiful spirit and talent and a caring heart to give, this is the dream you have to dream, this is the dream you have to believe firmly and I do and they do----- to give. just by achieved what he has achieved even if I don't work with him ever still I admire and respect him, so many fans were there, they shouted and smiled and moved by, just for that and for the spirit and passion and love of the humanity that he produced.



Art is beautiful, so are we, we are the art create by nature......



So enjoy and give, even just a smile a day to your friend or to a stranger with a loving heart......



I will tell you what I said in my left leg band-aid, but want you to find out first, its fun...... And chinese is such a beautiful image art, like the mountain and water and bird, the words just look like the image of its being in front of our eyes...... Truly facinating......







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From last night.......

I enjoyed the movie so much playing in the big chinese main tharter, it just makes you feel you are part of the movie and almost like you are part of it when they made the movie, I would go see any movies in that tharter even if I fall asleep is worth it, just to sit there and dop, is there a such word? I mean when you node your head fighting from nor fall under some one's chair, beautiful. They audiance were fun, they yell each time when their stars showed on screen. I bet they all are fans of the TV show and the actors, I had a great time there, eating poncorn and watching the movie and also watching a fellow nodding and fighting so hard with himself and not falling sleep, wonder what's wrong with him or why? It he tired or he just don't like the movie?



Sometimes I wish I could get into people's mind and sing them a lalaby........



When I dress sexy I feel sexy..... Its nice to feel this way because this is what we are suposed to do and to feel don't you think?......:



I live up for that, for you, for nature and for even myself.......



Do you know what it says on my left leg? A good one......





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Cool one for you tonight

But you might check on line, my blackberry dose not take good photos, but I like this one, do you?

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Cool one for you tonight

But you might check on line, my blackberry dose not take good photos, but I like this one, do you?

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Here you go crazy right?

Just finished the movie, I love this theater, chinese main theater, chinese, thats me? Why chinese? Cool to be here out doors walking a little, lots of people and lots of fans, fun, I love the evening hanging out on the streets out side and watch people......
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A family picture?

How did I have family like this? we don't look like each other at all, but there is a connection, strange, but life and universe is strange sometimes, you just have to fallow and let life unfold in front of your eyes, that's how I take life, like how I find a match and light the fire and then fallow the fire till I find magic or nothing, but sometimes nothing is a real magic......

Like life light you a magic you don't even know and see it, but its there to guide you and protect you, often when you noticed it then its gone......

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I am going to a premiere tonight

You have to go on line check out my dress tonigh, its insane, the back, you will be surprised...... Its french disgner, I love the yellow, its spring time and always happy.



But why all the texi are yellow? Because they stand out? Or they are driving to spring break? I think none of the texi driver likes their job, but I think its a cool job, drive through the crazy city or quiet city, watch people say good by 15 times and watch people kiss and get mad and knowing inside of people's games and truth, mostly people don't hide from texi drivers, because they will never see each other again most likely, texi drivers should write books about the secret pass of my pasenger, that would be fun, I remember the texi drivers were always so mad in New York city, but in China they talk to you and trying find out where you from then decide which road to take you, New York too, espicialy when they find out you are not from the city, miss New York, miss the real city, Tokyo paris Beijing Berlin and where elas?



I travel in dreams too, every night, wondering where to tonight?





Have a lovely evening and I will try to post a picture later

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Beautiful morning......

Beautiful morning taking my friend to the airport, as you can see how much driving in LA, you are always sitting in toe car, funny now we can not talking while we are driving, every one has this stupid Bluetooth on their ear, pretending that we are the FBI, and is under arrest or trying to arrest some crimenals, just take a look outside your window you will find a case, even More rediculise even when they get off the car still they wear their Bluetooth, even in the their bed room and showing, every one seemed so much more important than the person next to them or have better case than their boss, some how I just can't be with the person always have theire Bluetooth on theire ear, it seems like they always on duty or they are ready to fallow the police.



Well this is just me, maybe some people love to have their wife and husbend wear Bluetooth so they will feel safe.



So beautiful and exciting to watch the flight land and fly be you head so low, a pice of metle how can it fly? So amazing the things we human being can do. And I want to fly again somewhere deep into the buzy sea of people and lost with your Bluetooth......



Look at the delicate flower next to me while I am driving, so beautiful, these are for you...... For a lovely day........



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Finally I am driving my own car and in the city I live sometimes......

My blackberry had problems today and can not take pictures or send messages, but it came back suddenly now, magic you need in life even for the little things, well living in real life you are facing real problms every day, little problems even, it just made me realized how lucky and spoiled I am, nomally I don't living in real life, on locations and living in hotel rooms and on set, it is not real, you always have people take care of you panper you, you don't have to deal with any problems, there for you have no problems, but real life makes me appreciate what a wonderful life that I am living in, dream and fantacy that's my land, I am thankful, thankful for the problems that I am facing just like you every day, but I love the daily problems, because they make me value love and gift and your smile and help.......

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Do you know who that is in the middle?

Anything could be Art I think with my doped mind sometimes is good......
But I am naturely high, no need dope to dope my mind, but need clear mists and clouds to add a confussion to my smoking eyes, yes the world should be coverd with smoke and smoke with dreams that burns the sky into a firework that makes every day a new years day.....

It is new year tomorrow can you believe it?

Snow somewhere on earth, near you, will be so beautiful to slide through like when you were a kid playing in the snow.......

Why snow rain and wind in water? Like the fire burns on the river I once saw in Tibet in the early morning in the first winter I was there, so cold but the sky was so blue like something is wrong, because I have never seen this kind of blue on the sky, amazine how many things that we don't know about our own home that is called : "nature".

Miss Tibet do some reason, maybe its because the big orenge moon sits there like a pan cake smiling its sweetness to my nose. I used to write so many letters each day send to my grandmother, send to my parents, send to my classmate, send to my little boyfriend, but never get their lettee back till maybe half year only one letter come to me, tears dropped to the ground wetted the ant I mean the little bugs cross the yellow road, don't know the spelling, but hope you understand,
Letters contains hope and joy and happiness for all of us in Tibet in the uniform, army life was boring at times, but the letter brings the city back to us, to our purifined lonely lost soul......

Why do I miss Tibet, miss the life when I was a little the big army uniform? This is why I have a good scense of fansion, green and red coverd you through out the entire year, yes it dose not make scene to me now, I sometimes get lost on the road I am writing and captured complately by the sound of the ocean in the middle of the night right now, so dark, but the waves are so strong and white, nature repeat its beauty even when everyone is sleep, but beauty belongs to itself, for its own beautiful existence......

I am off to find some dessert, I love dessert, have to eat dessert every day, sometimes 2 times a day, I know I am crazy, but that something that I really like and enjoy doing.....

Yes sweet dessert for the night and for you too0my friend.......


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Could be This one

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The pink space on the left.......

Can you fill the space you see?
On the left?
Can you feel the melody you hear?
From behind?
Can you write a word that is in your heart?
One word only that comes to you?
Can you?

Can you without thinking but to love?

Find the love that is in your?
Give,
Give to the ones you love,
Give to the ones you don't feel the love,
Give,
Just give,
Give to the world, Give to the beauty in the light
......
We are lucky to be,
To be alive
To be in the pink,
To feel each other in the air
.......
To breath together
.......
In space
.......
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Life supprise me every where you go.......

Funny to see myself hanging on the paper next to some cloths has nothing to do with me, felt left the Hollywood night life for a bit, did not feel want to go out for some reazon, maybe just tired of working? Or it is not really the place for my sensitive soul right now, but I do love to go out, sometimes every night, and sometimes no matter what kind of events or premiere I just have no disire to even to get dressed, I am not saying I am naked all the time, but just the effert to dressed up and put make up on its a work for me to deal with, right I just want to relax and make life a slow motion for me to walk through, nice this way, go with the wind......

I love the soft light now that is cast across my table and my shoes, its a page of a children's story that I am reading.......

"How to get to china momy?"
"just close your eyes baby......"

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What happend? 2 nights in a roll

Do you know him? Just right now have dinner with friends in beverly hills and friends from Canada, my friend Robert is really funny, so 8 of us, then they put us upstairs in the VIP room, just us, nomally I don't like those VIP rooms, because you are complately isolated from the world like the emperor's room in China and in my book, anyway there is a big TV screen and a superstar poker game is on and here he is Johnny Chan sitting next to me, I have never heard of him, but friend says he is the Tiger Wood in Poker 10 times world winner , anyway very nice to see our Asian are the stars and rock the world, proud of him.



Well nice dinner nice friends, they drink and drunk and smoke and make dirty jokes, there are producers funny he says my name just came to him because he is doing a movie in China and they want me to play the lead, and he did not know he will meet me tonight, this is how the world turns and how life dances, circle around circle like a magic......



I wish I know Johnny then when I was in Vegas making " Magic Man" last week, then in my off work days he could have tought me how to play poker, I am intriged....... The mind game......



Weekend passes so quikly like a page of news paper you turn in the coffe table on Sunday, without me fully realized and enjoyed it, its like you are Drunk and can not really see the color and can not breath through the mist to unheal the deep fresh air.......



Beautiful big moon sitting on the lower sky in front of me right now while I am driving home, sintimentle my mood flirting with the red wine I have tested in dinner, what would I do if I am on the moon right now? Jump into the soft clouds like my clean fresh bed with my lover and make love, and what do you think------ naked of cause......





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What do you hear?

This is what I bought in Albuqueqe when I was shooting " Love ranch" lovely sound and disgn, 2 ghosts playing before the sunset and after the night fall, delicate it is, it is the sound from another world floting gently like the silk, there is a spirit in it with the delightful flirting shape and seduction...... yes, there are beings like this in our lives near us just when you turn your head, they are there in front of you every day and they are harmless, please see them when you are clean in your mind and heart, when you calm and harmless......



They are the music and freshness for a lovely Sunday for me and for you where ever you are....... Even when you stuck in a heavy traffic or forgot your little key....... Funny I have just moved but keep trying to open my old apartment and the key just would not work, maybe because I left the apartment and the apartment left me also silently.......



I send my thoughts to my Blog and to you as the time I am writing and taking the pictures, no spelling check in my blackberry, and this is some thing I have no talent of, I just can not get the spelling right, and I am not really interested either, maybe this is why, but by now I think you all understand me even my spell dose not make sence at all, I think it is the feeling that I am express here to you one human being to another like music, sometimes words don't mean much but the smiling sunlight behind......



Thank you for understand me in another level of breath of life.......



Still think of China and my lovely home town, when you give and miss, you feel love and loved by........





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Look at the watch

World champion of 2007, very cool, he bet 6357 people and won, I am learning from him now, interesting the mind game, dangerous but fun, he said you have to study people and then you will know what they have and do.......

But fun to watch him play......

Do you play?

But I gamble in real life not on table....... Its even more exciting that way and every day......

Send you a good night smile if you are here with me......

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Please Give love and help......

so much love in this world, yes we do, and yes we have, yes we give, to the ones close to our heart and to you------ my brothers and my sisters.......

Love......

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Gambling for the earthquake......

Crazy? Yes, but hope I will win something for the earthquake, its all for the fund rauser, lots of people here gambling, fun and nice, really a nice place you can hear the sound of the breath from the sea, its sad just saw the pictures that people lost their homes in Chine in the earthquake, well send them love and blessing hope they will get a lot of help from all over the world, even in a small way.......

Be strong my friends.......

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Ready to go to a event to help for the earthquake in china......

Writing and calling my sister in China now, it makes me so home sick, why am I here so far away? Lost something or looking for something or just my fate?

I miss the hot noodle soup my grandmother made me and the dumplings we all sit together and make them with our hands, and so much laughter, so much stories, but don't remember the stories only the laughter and love, the feeling that only family can give to your heart, I think that's what I am looking for, hope its just there not so far from my next step to the dance floor.......

Sunday belongs to family for all of us, beautiful warm weekend to you, and can you see? Sunday is like a sexy girl or a cute boy walking towards you, all you have to do is just to open your door and your smile.......

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This what I promised yesterday......

Did you hear the sound? Its your wake up call. You I like the nature sound in nature or in the countryside, people wake up by chickens, the male one, they make those quiet nice unique sound in the morning echos in the mountains and back to your door and window that suddenly wakes you up, the sound is simple and never change. This what chinken do to wake you up, but sad in America, people raise chicken so quikly, and just eat them with all kind of flavers for lunch and dinner, chicken has lost its root and don't know how to make sound anymore and do not know how to wake up anymore, they were so talented in waking up people, but now we turned them into another mession. Well I still like and miss our nature chicken, they were beautiful and has its own talent that we don't.......



The loud sound echos in the mountain cross the sky just so beautiful, they so small but the sound they are making travels through the white clouds and cross country......



Let's cheer for the chicken's lost beauty and the reverlution of the chicken made by human.......



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My lovely Opera house with the loud sympheny blind your ears......

These are my friends we all hanging together front row seats at the Magipaleten opera house like on Broadway I like to scream in the silence of the audience, but how many shoes can I wearing to the opera in one middle of the night
Look like soldiers marching into your dreams that just half of shoes I wearing, the other helf is like my little spirits left me outside of my window with the duck to the night club, if you see them please be gentle.......

Is it love?
Sweet dreams from the loud opera......

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Just landed in Italy can you believe it?

So nice in the soft wind here in Italy......

Of cause a nice dinner in the water on that boat you see behind me into the night with the beautiful full moon.....

Romance is what you create and imagined, it can happen just like that!

Have a wonderful Friday night, meant to be celebrated and happy tonight, I had a lovely day in the studio and evening, because this is what I decide to have for the day........
Full moon has always effected me, it makes me wonder and happy and emotional and missing something some one.......
It is so peaceful just watch the moon and let the moon watch me too.......

In the movie "DIM SUM FUNERAL", my last line is : "I love you too"........

Love is such a simple crazy word, but the most beautiful to ones heart.....
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I am in Church Audio Post studio still......

Nice studio and good people to work with, its always fun to revisit and confuse myself once again: where am I? Who am I? What the am I doing here in side the little screen? And where is this charactor coming from? Is she real? Is some one just like her in real life? And which spirit of my this time of my charactor DEDE?
Why is she Lasbien? Where is she now? And how much of her is me?

Well I used to ask so many questions and so much want to know the answer, but not anymore, the answre is no important anymore but the question, sometimes the questions are no need to be answered or actully there is no answers for it, I respect the answer has its own mind and time to show us his magic......

Having a good day? I am......hope you do too......

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A little break now

Fun and take me back to set in Canada, it was so cold that day my first shooting just landed from Beijing and so Jet-legged, but you can't tell from this image, amazine how time capture the moment it is gone in reality but its there on film that very moment......

Good memories, and I played a Lesbian girl that is flirting with every one, no, just her lover, jaccuzzi in the film at this picture you are seeing now, it was the cold winter time, but I asked them to heat the ware so hot I almost got cooked like th duck, miss the time there working with all my friends and thank the magic of film allowing me revisite......

What a magic film is to our lives.......

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A little break now

Fun and take me back to set in Canada, it was so cold that day my first shooting just landed from Beijing and so Jet-legged, but you can't tell from this image, amazine how time capture the moment it is gone in reality but its there on film that very moment......

Good memories, and I played a Lesbian girl that is flirting with every one, no, just her lover, jaccuzzi in the film at this picture you are seeing now, it was the cold winter time, but I asked them to heat the ware so hot I almost got cooked like th duck, miss the time there working with all my friends and thank the magic of film allowing me revisite......

What a magic film is to our lives.......

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In studio now recording......

Can't have the phone on sorry, later......

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Good morning.......

Up early because I went bed late, don't know why always stay up so late, now I am tired but had to get up because I have to go to studio to do ADR, that means to recording for my charactor in the film " DIM SUM FUNERAL", driving in the gray and lazy LA morning felt lazy and as if no one is up yet, the streets are empty, car stand still, no birds, only there is a chicken stands on one of the roof I am passing by, I will show you in my next picture of the chicken, he is singing without sound, strange why chicken there on the roof? Protection?

I have a chicken song, so crazy and fun sexy song, when its ready I will show you, but remember this image......



TMZ trash me about my dance, but only if they know I am the best dancer in the world, no one has my style, totally rock and roll in the modern way, people are still so much behind in my world, they often act or view things in a slow motion below the sky and the roof, but only if they know the other side, where the sun and moon come from......



We are bigger and higher than we would ever known.



But this is the reality on earth, you play with with the best each day, enjoy the best each day and laugh and give and forgive, these are 2 words I learned in English------

Give and Forgive.

So powerful those 2 words, if you every day just remember those 2 words, any problems you are facing, just remember those 2 words, just by thinking of it, it gives you a calm, then next thing you know, suddenly your problems have no where to be found anymore, wisdom just this simple and is with in every one of us. Just those 2 simple words remember it every day, then you will have no problems in life any more both in work and in relationship.



Try the power of those 2 words start from today and now!







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I am having dinner in the China red......

Beautiful here near the water, it feels like in Italy, romantic, big birds with a long mouth and big large wings flying and landing looking for food and lovers, why not many people here? Should be packed but its kind of empty eccept a few crazy people like me think its Italy and the birds that lost their way to Italy, well hope one day me and the few crazy people and the birds will finally find Italy and realized there is nothing alike as we imagined, but for now let's keep our dream in a safe box and don't let any strangers see.......

Beautiful sunset, and the hot sun and the hot moon shaked hands just now in a same rye of light, amazing......

And there is a girl and a man, he is taking pictures of her, see they in love? See they from Italy?

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Top story......

This is what my friend wrote me this morning from Germany, when I woke up its the first text I recieved, funny one too.

Hello,
The german tv style show "RTL exclusiv" voted you "top of the day", for giving a poor man money out of your private purse!
Well done
A hug and kiss......

Modern internet, so amazinely fast and the world reduced itself into just a one little screen, wonderful yet scary......

Wonder if I am on the otherside of the perspective?

What it would be like?

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Its Ridiculous I know but its the truth.......

I am bloging you......
In real life and time.......

Just think its funny! Here you go a comedy for the day to make you laugh........ .

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Meetings at king's road cafe for a movie project........

Look at the reflection, so cool......

Its all about the different perspectives......

In picture and in life.......

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Thank you for the gift

I am lucky that I have so many friends and fans all over the world that like me and give me gift and insprition when I need it, you are kind, I am thankful!



This morning I am in the Starbucks, I was order A latte and a muffin, and the kind smiling gentlman warmed my muffin and gave me a free coffee and with his warm smile.......

Then before he left he handed me this.......



This is a gift to me with the gentle touch of the sunlight spirit.......



This is so small yet big, powerful things are often small, because power is no need to show off or shout out loud, it is only for the gentle spirit to feel and to hear with a smile, what matters is the power and love behind the gift. I remember his smile......



Often in hollydays I see people give gifts, some of them are big and expensive, but I wonder what's behind? How much love and heart that is behind when the person is doing it?



My grandmother used to give me gifts my birthday and chinese new years, she is like a magician, all those beautiful things made with her own hands, I can feel the joy when she dose it and I know how much love she puts in it when she is making it, I cherish them till today and forever, because her heart is with me.......



I want to thank all of you whom read my Blog and cares for me and give me smile and love each day, I give all these in return with my pure heart of delightful gift that nature seeded in me......



To you the sunlight smile each day...... Like a chin of foot steps that will fallow you on your road to happiness........



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