The local band in the local bar,the deer

Its fun and relaxing in the local little blues bar listening to some old and romantic blues, actrully very beautiful, because those songs have wings that can fly you to the places you imagined to go, its a little town and seems like every one knows every one, very warm, and I really enjoyed it and of cause danced on the floor steps on the note of the music like stars APper and disurper like a little fun game on the floor that I am chasing after.....

Cold out here near the sea, but so beautiful when you drive up the mountains and so close to the stars and the sky and the deers flying in the clouds, white boats stuck in the blue sea, just now 2 deers no more, so sensitive, I chase after 2 deers for a while into the mountains to their home, then they apper again later in the night, those little villy road to the darkness up high is so much fun, then just right around the coner, then suddenly the blue sea arrived......

Just got back from a long relaxing massage, so good with the hot stone, and just arrived on the top of the mountain, there come the deers again, one standing on the hill just when the head lights of our car flashes, the deer is so beautiful, I went after it and walked closer to the deer and very lucky just when I backed off, then there are 3 more deers followed, mother and her 2 little baby kids, wow, she could've attacked me, because of fear of their baby deer attacked by the strange me, its a deer famely across the streets, I think they live around where I stay in the back mountain of the house, but just so pleasent to see them in the dark because they brights the darkness like the little bright stars, I was lucky to see them just before my dream time.......

Its beautiful here, every time we drive down we see either deer or wild cats, at least 20 of them, the wild cats each are differnt, there is this old lady with scarf coverd her head, she feeds the wild cats like her baby every day and the wild cats just lay around and lazy, they all fat and short and small unlike my Qiji so beautiful like a real wild beautiful animal, of cause I miss qijil a lot, hope she is ok and not so mad at me left her for a few days.

Jaccuzzi, good food and getting fat myself to join the holidays.....

See the wild deer, they run up the mountain to the sky just like that, no fear, they take their family go anywhere just like that, they have not luggege and baggegge, just themselvies naked, they trust every day, they will find food, they will survive, unlike us human carry so much shite and so worried.......

How can we learn? Can we survive if we don't have nothing each day and just go out to the world naked?

Hope you are having a relaxing lovely weekend my friend......
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Happy thanksgiving everyone!

A smile and 9 turkeys to all of you, I this that should be enough for all of you right? I am flying a holicaptor to somewhere, maybe chasing after a wild turkey to somewhere I have no clue of, who the hell would know where and what a turkey going to do? I used to feed 9 big chickens I think we call them fire chickens, they have red fat fire made out of meat on their head, on top of it, it screams to the sky no to our human that they are the rulers on earth, that's why we eat them, because human beings are insecure, instead concur them we kill them and burn them then eat them with thousand years old wine, can you imagine what's it going to do to our body?

But we thank the turkey for feeding us and we call the day of thanksgiving, well at least we have big enough of

Heart to be thankful......



But of cause again can you guess where I am flying to?



in this very special day, I thank all of you on the othe side of the computer screen, or on the other side of the ocean or on the other side of the wall for being my fans and my friends, for supporting me all these time and for continue fan me and friend me and like and watch my movies and cry and laugh with me and sing and dance with me, and most importantly together celebrate and enjoy and love life and living in the magic moment of breath the fresh life right now!



Let's dance and go crazy and get drunk and make love and kiss the turkey to death tonight.....



Thank you my friends, I appreciate your kindness and love.....



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Life is beautiful......

Its raining right now in Los Angeles, cold and a little windy, its a little sad the sky is feeling right now, just like my mood, but I know its a melody you supposed to see and feel then going through and learn, can be tough sometimes, but its part of life, its part of my life right now in the middle of the mist, misty road

......covered my vision.......



Sometimes you don't and can't see the truth till its time when the sky is singing and showing with the beautiful rain in its eyes.......



The pictures above, is the time I was doing an interview for my movie on TV this afternoon, channel 18, very fun, its nice to do and support the film the work I do, and it looks really good, I like my part, she is free and fun and I really enjoy her delightful spirit, she laughs and celebrats what ever she does in her life and give happiness to the people she loves, and give beauty and hope to others and also she can see and feel things that others can not, the movie is called "Dim Sum funnel".



Sad I am feeling a little, but hope tomorrow the sun will shine again it will take my sadness away and bring me smile and happiness......



Often when you are in it, you can not see the light, but the truth is that it is all for the better, I look at life in the positive light and it is a gift to know that we are lucky to live to feel to celebrate to smile even to cry, I always believe in your heart there is a beautiful blue lake, the water is so pure and still that is full of true emotions, only when your heart is sad, then the lake waves with its love, then the water drops emerge from the lake to your eyes to tell you life is ok and we love you with all we have......



Looking forward to the sunlight, to the happiness that my heart is longing for.......and to a new day tomorrow.....



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I should make one of those classic Movies......

Old beautiful classic car and a mystery with a mafia in a night club but in a hip fashionable way......unfold the love and the passion and the story......

Went to the American music award last night, decided last munits and got there just in time for the red carpet to shot down and missed the openning, don't know why this way, but it just happend, well like I said that's life, things happen and you just have to missed it, dam, the openning!

But the show was fun, nice stage and performace, pink was good, a lot of energy and power, I always enjoy her, and the new kids from the block or down the street or back on the street boys something like that I think its called, yes for sure! actrully it was fun, every body stand up for them like they suddenly found theirr long lost old sons who are already gradfather for 11 months, no they look really cool, of cause I know nothing about them, they are not exisiting in the world where I came from, the wolf text message to us to the moon one day, but with so many band we actrully did not have the time to listen the CD....... Then the pussycats, I like them sitting in the car and wish it was my qiji there showing her wildness beauty......then Paris was there posing, it was funny to see always, but she looked good, then Bailing walks in with a light on her forehead hinding inside her bang, she always dressed up crazy, of cause we can't blame her she is from the moon, but she looked sexy and elegent in her own way, I wonder why is she there? I heard she made a record, I think she want all of you out there to litson to her songs, I was so curiouse and spend 33 days found her number and called her up, she was very nice and friendly but the whole time she was Texing I think to her moon lover, because strange loud beaps keep pop to my eyes..... Like i am in a space club.....I did and really loved it, so hip and fun and cool and it made me laugh and the high fever landed on me sexy, I ganernty you will all have the same effect and love it and can not get the songs off your Brian for 7 days 7month 7years till you want it in your head all the time......I heard Her producer is working on get it out, have to figure it out the best way?

Maybe that's why she is getting out to the music award and go to those parties, I think she will start a trend and every one will love and follow her style and her songs, well it just need the first bullet from some one some where who knows what they are doing and knows me, I am here to lead and to show and to serve and make you laugh dance like crazy, laugh and dance like crazy, like it it is the last day on earth you will take a breath again, a big fresh one, the last but forever lasting one that you have never felt before.....
Like making love......

Let's beging to find its way, a unique way to fire the strom, shock you and drive you insane.......

I saw Lady Gaga or dada, or papa or tata or mama Mia, she is cool, but I am way hoter.......

Yes let's make it happen, you and me together in the universe......

And let's make history!

Have a lovely day!

Like in one of my songs I say: "you want me to dance for you? I will dance for you, but it will cost you, cost you a lot......" How can you not want to hear my friend?.......

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I should make one of those classic Movies......

Me and my art, the puctures that I shot myself......
Old beautiful classic car and a mystery with a mafia in a night club but in a hip fashionable way......unfold the love and the passion and the story......

Went to the American music award last night, decided last munits and got there just in time for the red carpet to shot down and missed the openning, don't know why this way, but it just happend, well like I said that's life, things happen and you just have to missed it, dam, the openning!

But the show was fun, nice stage and performace, pink was good, a lot of energy and power, I always enjoy her, and the new kids from the block or down the street or back on the street boys something like that I think its called, yes for sure! actrully it was fun, every body stand up for them like they suddenly found theirr long lost old sons who are already gradfather for 11 months, no they look really cool, of cause I know nothing about them, they are not exisiting in the world where I came from, the wolf text message to us to the moon one day, but with so many band we actrully did not have the time to listen the CD....... Then the pussycats, I like them sitting in the car and wish it was my qiji there showing her wildness beauty......then Paris was there posing, it was funny to see always, but she looked good, then Bailing walks in with a light on her forehead hinding inside her bang, she always dressed up crazy, of cause we can't blame her she is from the moon, but she looked sexy and elegent in her own way, I wonder why is she there? I heard she made a record, I think she want all of you out there to litson to her songs, I was so curiouse and spend 33 days found her number and called her up, she was very nice and friendly but the whole time she was Texing I think to her moon lover, because strange loud beaps keep pop to my eyes..... Like i am in a space club.....I did and really loved it, so hip and fun and cool and it made me laugh and the high fever landed on me sexy, I ganernty you will all have the same effect and love it and can not get the songs off your Brian for 7 days 7month 7years till you want it in your head all the time......I heard Her producer is working on get it out, have to figure it out the best way?

Maybe that's why she is getting out to the music award and go to those parties, I think she will start a trend and every one will love and follow her style and her songs, well it just need the first bullet from some one some where who knows what they are doing and knows me, I am here to lead and to show and to serve and make you laugh dance like crazy, laugh and dance like crazy, like it it is the last day on earth you will take a breath again, a big fresh one, the last but forever lasting one that you have never felt before.....
Like making love......

Let's beging to find its way, a unique way to fire the strom, shock you and drive you insane.......

I saw Lady Gaga or dada, or papa or tata or mama Mia, she is cool, but I am way hoter.......

Yes let's make it happen, you and me together in the universe......

And let's make history!

Have a lovely day!

Like in one of my songs I say: "you want me to dance for you? I will dance for you, but it will cost you, cost you a lot......" How can you not want to hear my friend?.......

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Good noon time to you......

No body wishes no body good noon, why? Good noon is nice, because you made it to the afternoon after your teas ty meal...... You can see the little smile each one has after the first bite of the spool......

Last night I went to an event under the stars and the moon in Hollywood, so strange you can only know and feel and see the truth by actrully be there, live through it , it was a music award, singing dancing giving price and eating and chatting and meeting people, it remind me in the old days in China, performers sing their livers out but the rich people just there either falling a sleep or flirt with their new mistress, performers are just there like a life moving painting on the wall, or to those people's mind, maybe the painting is not moving but their imagined lust night with a stranger or the chicken leg in theirr plate, that's why my parents never wanted me and always againsted me to be an actress or finger or dancer, my parents beat me up and throw my shoe away when I was trying to be a balei dancer.......

Nothing normally would come out of a party but fun delight forgoten memories of the unimportant moments......
Sometimes I don't even remember what had happend? Or where and what did I do, where did I go or meet or talked to, pieces of moments in the lights shines for a second died, and I am so bad about people's names, just cannot remember......
Especially the over long
Last name, i had a boy friend till we broken up I still did not know how to spell and write his last name, maybe that's why we broken up?

Had an audition this morning in Paremount, very intersting process of the concept of audition, you read with director producers and casting director, they put you on camera, then watch you so closely after words, wondering how many people they tape each day, how many you actrully can or will watch once more? and what kind of jokes you are making when you watch them till one person stuck your mind, that's it, but there are different mind in the room, producer's and director's, what do you do when your mind stopped by different people at different time? Big sight for real? Anyway when I think of thinking of it already give me a heading, how random those things are, like autumn leaves, each one pass by, but stopped suddenly.......


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Another hot video of Hollywood night....

Me and my hot Russian girl friend seduced all guys there at the event and as well as the night, it was crazy fun and delightful, so many strangers walk in like ghosts dressed up ready to steal the secret of the scent of the night, still is not as crazy as those party in Shanghai and on the streets in Bangkok, its too clean and fancy and no danger at all here......
My girl friend got this Russian boy friend obseased with her, he called her 138 times and another 99 missed calls, then another 48 calls, can you believe it? He was so mad because I just invited her girlfriend not him, obssesed personalities can really be truble some, I had a boy friend whom was so crazily obssesed with me, crazy! I could play a charactor like him, so funny the behavior, was kind of interesting and extreme that could be a great charactor on screen......I will play him one day......

Anyway
me and my Russian girl friend were the sexy dangerous cretures are there in the party, every one aimed at us talked with us and trying to seduce us, but they all lost their game because we have the key its our game. Those evenings are for fun, for games and for players to play, look at the door of this car so cool, but how difficult if you just in the hurry to go to the doctors? Or to the airport?

We eat so many chocolate made us so high like we overdosed the finest drug you can ever steal from someone you don't even know.......

Anyway truble with man with woman, and always truble in relationship, wondering how can people make it to a life long and really have a stayble nice beautiful relationship?

Mystery to me......

Hot girl makes the Lamborghini even hot

Great fun in beverly hills with all the strange rich people and the stylish cars trying to do what ever it is under the stars and the dark sky in the cold on earth......

Just had an interview with a british TV.....

Some how don't want to talk today too much, don't know why? Lost somewhere?

I sang my song in the interview, "clog yourself" you trash me you call me slut, your trash me you call me slut, I stuck in the space between your thoughts......."
You will hear it, its going to be a big hit, every one in the interview room is singing it with a happy laughter.....

He was ask me about "Star Wars" and "Play Boy
" and asked me if I can only choose one of them who would I choose to have dinner or drink with? Tough question right? What do you think?
Of cause I choose them both why not?

Feeling sad for some reason, crazy how my mood changes like the weather unpredictable........

Night falls, fire lights, dangerous allure awake covers the city with its color.......

Cold..... Hot......
missing.......
Hoping.......

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Just had an interview with a british TV.....

Some how don't want to talk today too much, don't know why? Lost somewhere?

I sang my song in the interview, "clog yourself" you trash me you call me slut, your trash me you call me slut, I stuck in the space between your thoughts......."
You will hear it, its going to be a big hit, every one in the interview room is singing it with a happy laughter.....

He was ask me about "Star Wars" and "Play Boy
" and asked me if I can only choose one of them who would I choose to have dinner or drink with? Tough question right? What do you think?
Of cause I choose them both why not?

Feeling sad for some reason, crazy how my mood changes like the weather unpredictable........

Night falls, fire lights, dangerous allure awake covers the city with its color.......

Cold..... Hot......
missing.......
Hoping.......

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