My new movie------New year's gift............

Sorry my friends its been a while, you know its the Chinese new year,
takes forever to wake up recognize the sky and your own-self..........

lots of things happening in my life right now, exciting, sad and
happy, I cried so much last night and this morning, but can not share
with you just yet, but I will, just that the wound is still so new I
am so afraid to touch it at this moment, nothing bad, its just
something I am going through, you know suprises, life changing, take
turns either you want it or not, so many beautiful gifts, but you also
have to say good bye to the passing season no matter how much it
breaks your heart ......

I am finally not sicke anymore, spring give me new life and clean wind
and fresh air, gentlly carefully........just like today's mood waves
by nature, so beautiful everything in front of me......

Here you go, this is what I just did for my movie, one of my new
year's gift, I know not good images, but sometimes thats life, you
can't and don't see it clearly, but still echos its beauty, but
something to show you, I just did ADR for my movie " Crank 2 ", my
god, its so good and helaris, my charactor Ria, she is something
magic, you will love her so much, she is so crazy but with a beautiful
heart and just so so funny, I have never act in films like this
before, everyone was laughing till they could not stop themselves and
head to the floor, but I love her so much, I don't even know where it
coming from when I am her, and those things just coming out of my
mouth and make people laugh so much, its like something hit me or I
was taking away by some magic power from somewhere suddenly, it just
too funny........

Anyway this is this kind of movie needs to be a little bit off track
shoot directly to the sky, and the 2 yong directors just let me fly
they way I want it, dosen't matter what I hit and where, like wild
weapon and danger free fun out of the universe up in the air, I am not
in my mind and body, I was not exsisting at that moment of life......
crazy fun yet tender color of life force, is this a magic? is it only
without you aware of it then magic slipp in? This is what and why I
love what I do, living moment of life and danger with total trusting,
and so so so so so so so exciting, as if Ria transformed me into
somewhere someone, beauty of our human soul.........

Where fire is, where breaks the magic.......

The movie coming out in April, you must see it, everyone is so unique
in the film.

Ria will break your heart as Jason is so sexy cool of looking for
his......

The picture above is one of our director, his name is mark, he is so
cool and young and handsome, wonder if he is actor?

I am lucky to give Ria life and fire spirit and vunerible heart. And
one of the pic is that I am jumping from the sky with guns in my both
hands so heavy and I am firing the biggest magic power at you, please
watch out!
And the rest of the pics are just I am flirting with Jason's
charactor, its just haluris..............yes the first one is that I
am in the recording studio going crazy doing ADR, someone know what
that means?

Still in the red new year, are you waring red?

Happy Happy new year and every new day, just enjoy every single breath
we are taking, in and out, close your eyes, life's joy could just be
this simple........

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Happy Chinese New Year to you everyone!

Red is for the new years and for happiness and for passion, and a hot red sexy smile, this is what I am giving to you for the Chinese new years, it has to be gentle, yet passionate like this, a soft wind and a soft kiss from the air, here it comes......landed like a butterfly's wings, with a magic painting inked deep........

Sorry I have been sick and lost my voice, but quiet sexy when you lost half of your voice trying so hard to talk, have you noticed? There is beauty in everything if you look at the possitive and the sunlight will always be there......

I am right now at the Santa Barbra film festival, because my film is in competition here, " Dim Sum funeral" , we had a screening last night, the audience are very warm, its nice to have the warm heart when the weather is hash and cold, right now I am standing in my hotel suite looking out through my window, there are beautiful mountains standing there, and the white clouds are so protectively with their whole body hugged and coverd the top of the entire mountain like a mother hold her dear child, or like how my Qiji's mom will protect her, hot bright sun is about to break through like thousands of fireworks ........

Even we don't see the sunlight yet, but brightness and happiness are already so loudly knocked on our heart, " Wake up baby, I am here, can't you see? its Chinese new year! I am trying to get dressed real nice, like Bai Ling, yes hot red! Get your ass up and join me, lets go wild and get drunk and dance your life out right now!!!!!!! Come On!!!!!!!!! yes Its about time......"
Nature is just amazing.......

I enjoy the quietness the sereal view away from the crowded city and people, palm trees are outside, who knows how many years they have been standing there, same place, right now they just standing there 5 of them, not far to each other, they don't mind anybody's business just standing there actually nodding and taking a hot deep nap naked in front of the whole world........

Last night I went to Kate Winslet award tribut, she sits just behind my sit before she went on to stage, I like her energe, she is a down to earth person and love and give everything to what she loves to do, everything, it was nice to hear her and feel her spirits........

I dressed in red and in my heart too, it is because it is Chinese new year, also it is because it is our life to celebrate everyday with a hot red kiss!

I am going to eat some Chinese dumplings, oh don't know where to find? in Santa Barbara? And Not the one in my movie " Dumplings" but the real one, hungry now and you?

Thank you all my friends, thank you for coming here to visit me and leaving you commets, thank you for your kindness and loving spirits, thank you for been the beautiful you, and I give that in return:

Happy birthday my friend!
Happy Chinese New year!
And happy weekend with a red hot allur.......!

Yes indeed, the hot red sun is out now dressed to kill, no actrully she is naked, WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! Talking about me?!

Yes, please ware red, it will bring you a red shinny good luck, or waring nothing at all!

Mickey is a gentleman......

Surprises, gifts, romance, love, success, tears just dropped from the corner of your eyes without you knowing it, do you know why? Because your heart moved by a passing beauty ........
A sweet smile just crossed your lovely face like a gentle wave on the blue sea without you knowing it, do you know why? because your heart touched by a far away bird just flying by softly with its wings loudly shooting to you in silence: I love you......
Isn't it beautiful? Isn't it what is life all about?

Its been hard for me the last few days, my phone keep ringing like crazy, but what did I do? just wish that I could tell the truth to the world, but sometimes you just can't, maybe you have to wait for my book to come out and read, yes I am writing a book, more colors than 7 colors of the rainbow, more exciting stories than you would ever known, more odd turns will take your breath away, more roses will kiss the sexy red lips into your deep brian, just like my gifted life, special, yes special and especially with men......

I started to understand woman understand myself only when I meet man, only when I fall in the river of love so deep, only when I seduce, only when I make mad love and lost in heaven, and only when we breaking up, I learnd to treasure, treasure love, learned to respect, respect love, and learned to give, give what my heart is longing for all the way......

If you want love, give love.......

I read some stories in the internet about me, but why people have to be so mean to me? What if I am you? And the truth is that I am, I am you, another you stand next to you, I am your mirror ......

Mickey is a powerful actor, I respect and enjoy his work and I am his big surportor and fan, he is going to win Oscar for sure, and I am glad we have met and he is a gentleman......

I stand in a vennerable place on earth in the light right now, people don't understand me, the media turned to trash me, maybe I am too free? Maybe I am too delightful to their soul? Maybe I am to happy and proud to be who I am alive and dance my own melody? Maybe I don't understand their rules? Maybe maybe I forgive them for the position where they stand that just can not see the sunlight above the clouds? I so want to gently melt the mist with a soft kiss that is coverd their confused eyes......

Yes be kind to me as I am kind to you.

Be careful with the power in your hands, use it well, don't let your abusive temptation take your hands and allure you all the way to the cliff and suddenly as if you have never had it your power that is gone, your gift is meant to give with its possitive intention and a loving heart......

Can't you tell man should feel lucky to have met me and spend time with me just as I feel lucky to have met them the ones I respect.

Be gentle to me, because I am you, your friend, and your mirror.......

I landed here on earth next to you to give you love, I landed here on earth next to you to give you your true self back......

We are living in a very exciting time, Live your life, dream your fantacy, dance your road with a pride a passion and a pure heart.......

A red rose and a big kiss to our new brilliant president------ Mr. Barack Obama!!!!!!!
To the Inauguration!!!!!!!
And to the man who gave us the magic power and a dream Mr. Martin Luther King!!!!!!!


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Beautiful weekend colored my space......

Its Hollywood, this is what happens when you go out in the evening in Hollywood, it all happened by accident when you dressed up to enter, normally I don't post pictures with celebrities, but this time just want to share and want to let you know how fascinating surprise it could be moment to another, like life have its hands washed and ready to play, yes shift the cards in the dark sky in the moon light and then in a exactly moment when I am in a slow motion just lift my right foot in the air with my head slowly turn, he appears........

This is what happened this weekend to me, life had fun play cards with me just as I so enjoyed played the part with all the delight and allure........

Hollywood in its blindness of romance......

Well here is a fun game for you to have while you are bored in the office or after work bored of flip the TV channel, can you guess where I am in those pictures? Whom am I with? How many of them you could recognize? I am lucky to have met all of them, talented artist in their own way, whom do you like? Whom do I like you think?

It was so much fun, I saw a lot and I enjoyed a lot and its like a candy store opened my smiling eyes and smelled the sweetness of the perfum like the rushed wind and breathed in the moment of the allure magic.......

Hollywood with its color its seduction its mischief its fun and its danger, the moment you put your right foot down from the air, then the image is gone and forever slip away like a shadow, but beautifully inked in that moment on earth the exact same place where you found and lost forever .......

For me its a journey I looked at the gaze I smelled the scent I breathed the fresh rose garden I took his smile walked with my skirt danced off the floor revealed the shinny reflection upside down unfold a red carpet with my bare leg up high flirting your attention excited....... Naked.......

This is Life, romance printed my 8 little butterfly spirits danced colored the invisible space between you and me.......



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For you just for tonight.......

Running around in Hollywood, its fun, celebrating, living the moment of life and feel life and feel the beauty around me in space in buildings in lights and in people, strange sometimes when my mood turns the road, new landscape emerges a new feeling, new smile opens me with a new surprise just as I am giving you surprises by accident And I recieve......



In my chinese blog, people are going crazy about a topic because I played the most respectful the goddess of Guang YIN in a mini series " The lost emperor", in which I did a brodway work shop for Mr. Terrence Malice as also I played the goddess of mercy Guan YIN, the show right now is showing in the major TV station in Germany and very hot nicely received and controversial, and words travels to china now, ironically become " The journey to the east ?" it is because the show is based on a famous chinese book " journey to the west", actrully really a fun show and inspiring that you will enjoy and learn about love, faith, endurance, and courage, well the spirit is in the pure space in your soul, in there lies the all the answers.......

why can people not understand it? hope you can read it and understand what I am saying.......



Send you the pure and delightful spirit with a butterfly's gentle aura no matter where you are......



May the magic evening capture your wonder........



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I am back emerged with a cat play her fingers gently the piano......

Not so far, there, on the back, on the wall......in the evening when faces colored with lust ......
Friday 7:08pm.......

Every thing happens by accident, like the snow just left, behind, behind your breath next to my nick, a cat, a piano emerged from the shadow slowly the wall painted, reflection on the table......
blurred, play your fingers one by one.....

Like the music, silence started......

Heart flirting, flirting with the light, with the smoke, with the mood, with the loudest silence in the music, with the tail you left me, with a heart, with my own reflection, romance next to you.......

Happy sweet weekend........

A Rose......

Yes, Rose 13, a magic.......

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