Learning from life, challenging with life, testing by life, in love with life, and so excited with the realization of my gift in life. I am thankful, never was this clear of what I was meant to be, to do:
I want to give my love, my compassion, my honesty, my courage, my understanding, my kindness and my voice as a woman to you to your tender heart and to the world.
I want to give my heart, my vulnerability, my emotion, my mystery, my grace, my braveness and my talent to the silver screen as an Actress.
I have a dream, I have a gift, I am here to give.
As we walk we find us, as we love we find joy, as we help we find strength, as we live we see truth in our heart, as we breath we find peace, as we laugh we find music, as we give up control we gain all the power in the world, as we share we have the whole universe as our tender home, as we have faith magic walk into our heart, shinning and revealing our gift to give......
Life is a simple yet magic gift, as I receive I give......
With joy, I want once again give you my humble gifts.......Bai Ling
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Its the 24th Hong Kong film festival, I am winning this acting award is because the film I am staring in called "Dumplings" A Fantastic movie you will find it SO disturbingly wonderful!!! I love my character, she is one of the most fascinating characters I have ever played.
http://57358.blogspot.com/2011/07/bai-ling-age-15-as-yue-yue-in-yue-yue.html
The day on Amy Winehouse's death
The new me with love grace beauty and kind heart for you and always ..........
Fragile our beautiful life, fragile our beautiful soul, yet our smile our laughter on life's journey each step, yes each step no matter how long and how short the road we are walking, it is like the magic sound we revealed like the stars printed on the sky so bright above, each day shines echos with joy like Amy Winhouse's voice forever and ever.......
So many things happening in my life now, with such an excitement life once again give, offering me lights, gifts, joy, sweetness, sadness in comfort loud whispering, in extremes of challenge....... generous heart once again I felt of you of nature, for firmly believing in me to reflect nature's voice and beauty......
Can't know which direction to look, what I should do first, but I know I am on a mission that is so good and positive for me for you and for our beautiful world.
Amy Winehouse found dead today while I was just rolling out of my sweet dream land of the night, yes strangely I don't remember my dreams anymore, I used to have such a terrible scary dreams when I was a child, wild dangerous animals chasing after me while I was running into a dead end or I have to jump into a deep mad ocean, or I was falling so fast so deep into a wooden whole( like you see in those circles show)...... but somehow somewhere, those horrible dreams stopped, they are all gone, like a miracle...... I know its because I embraced them the unknown, the fear in me.
In my journey in those wild places near the edge of death, the hash wind of life, the dangerous road, in the darkness deeply lost in the mysterious mountains of Tibet, something had to emerge breakthrough for me to fight, to shift, to light the very dangerous darkness I was facing everyday, and to live....... yes the spirit world I found in my soul, the light that is so bright it vanished all the shadows I used to see and fear..... I embraced it as a child with only trust, I believed only in my fantastic sweet good dreams, the vision I believed that I am so protected, and my only fortune and life in extreme good, in believing the world is a safe comfort place like a fairytale land for me to live, the universe is my home with only beauty kindness love to nurturing and protect me, to offering a play ground. like my grandmother told me in those hot summer nights in south China, we would sit in the wild nature after supper under the beautiful stars with our heart open with joy, my grandmother would gently one hand waves the large bamboo fan and the other hand holds my little hand in hers and say:
" My little baby, you are an angel to the world, you will only found beautiful gifts wherever you go, and you are safe and protected always..... "
and I laughed so loud and hard and I stopped all those little mischievious ghosts from walking and talking...., yes I took it in what my grandmother said and I simply believed it.
Only when you give everything, believe in it 100%, then you will be able to see and experience with your pure open heart like a child, yes then you will see------ the magic, you will see the world is a magic place shines beautiful lights in every corner you look........
Like many of you I do also have an addicted personality especially with things I love, and love to do, I have never knew alcohol has such a mysterious effect in me with men, with my crazily free sexy imagine of my body and being so open to the world that I believed has only kind eyes toward me, but yet again I have to put a stop sign, I sadly relearned fear, sadly rethink what it is this world if I see through it with a pair of doubt's eyes???
I always liked Amy Winehouse for the reason how free she is always be her, and how open she is with her own truth, and yet how always lost in the struggle to find the world on the other side to keep proving her wrong.....
Wake up my dear friend, no matter what it is your addictions are, fight with it, be brave, look hard to find balance and light in it for you, there is always a better way, like for me, I found my freedom by admit it, by showing you my weakness and by embrace it with kindness of love......
With great sadness My love to Amy Winehouse's family and friends, may she rest in peace.......
Bai Ling
This is my world, I am so lucky to have met all of them those fascinating great artists in the world you about to see in the photos, I had a wonderful time talking with them and knowing them, each of them is a special soul, Yes Amy Winehouse should be here too with us.
Those photos are taken in my trip to London, Thank Prince Azim for his generous invitation to me and give me such a beautiful time.........
lets celebrate life each single day!!!
Cris et gémissements : au lit, les décibels sont-ils culturels ?
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I had a blast walking on a American roof, I see all of U
I Laughed and I cried, I walked my fear, my freedom, I enjoyed the forever moment that was imprinted in my eyes, imprinted in the infinite universe...... beautiful rain slowly moves its melody in the sunlight for the sadness and happiness that is in my heart...... but I did not, I did not jump......
Let me know if you ever was on the roof anywhere? Why and how?
What did you see?
Did you enjoyed the beautiful sight just emerged from below?
Or you just lost in your own eyes? Mind? and the world that just passed by you?
Does not matter, the view in front you is always reflect who you really are....
I see beauty everywhere I go, hope you do to...
Paula Patton showed off her bikini body in Miami Beach
Misson Impossible 4 actress Paula Patton showed off her bikini body today as she frolicked in the water today in Miami Beach
Sarah Harding keeps it slinky in a snakeskin bikini poolside in Ibiza
Sarah Harding keeps it slinky in a snakeskin bikini poolside in Ibiza
MY VOICE
MY VOICE
As a lot of buss is circulating over the last few days regarding the article about me posted by the Associated press, as much as I feel that I don't need to say anything, I want to let you know the truth in my heart. China is my homeland. It has been and continues to be the greatest source of pride, inspiration, and tremendous support and love to me through out my life. Despite a few isolated incidence, which I have learn a great deal from, every positive thing in my life and career could not have been possible without China and our people. I just hope you see the truth of my spirit, see the love in my heart, and not be mislead by politics. I feel terribly saddened that I have been pulled into this situation. That an actress sharing her most private memories in the hopes of helping others is victimized again. I am an entertainer not a politician. Sexual abuse happens everywhere, even in Hollywood. The real issue is not where the abuse happens, but how we understand and heal. I don't blame anyone least of all myself. I was sharing my story to help others lost in the situation. I would like to emphasize that it is the action I am taking for myself in order to resolve my childhood issues that I had hidden deep inside. It is towards the very individuals at that time, not towards the Chinese army nor the Chinese government. No Government should be held responsible for the actions of its individual citizens.
It is a shadow I have never dealt with, and never really know how to let it go, and for the very first time I was daring to reveal that wounded child in me, and just suddenly as if a bright light flying by, I realized she is actually very vulnerable but strong and yet very beautiful. Even though there are bad experiences shadowing her in life, still she is her own self with grace and beauty for people to love and admire. No one can destroy her spirit, no one can take her power or her beauty but herself. I stood up from my falls, I light the lights in the dark, and I learned to walk the walk again with a smile and forgiveness in my heart. I exposed myself in the light, sharing my story to the world, only to show you there is love, compassion, courage, and honor in our spirit that will never die. I want others who are still in the dark, still alone feeling blind, to see and to learn that it is ok to fall. it is ok to be lost in the dark, it is ok to once have felt ashamed and alone, but it is also ok to get up and walk again. It is even better to challenge ourselves to walk farther, to fight with our own fears, to learn the world is a safe place for us to live, to breathe with our kind open heart, and to believe people who are around us, even if they are strangers just passing us by, that yes they are our friends, they have loving hearts, and good wishes toward us. Like nature's palms touching our souls.
Let's take my hands, let's give me your hands, let's trust with faith firmly, that we can come together and smile again with life's joy to love, to walk, step by step, we will see lights, we will feel warmth, we will feel strong, we will find the solid ground, and experience true happiness. Because we are all one big happy family. When you feel that, that's how you finally know that you are alive.
We are all connected in the light of harmony with beautiful music saying: I Love You...
Bai Ling
As a lot of buss is circulating over the last few days regarding the article about me posted by the Associated press, as much as I feel that I don't need to say anything, I want to let you know the truth in my heart. China is my homeland. It has been and continues to be the greatest source of pride, inspiration, and tremendous support and love to me through out my life. Despite a few isolated incidence, which I have learn a great deal from, every positive thing in my life and career could not have been possible without China and our people. I just hope you see the truth of my spirit, see the love in my heart, and not be mislead by politics. I feel terribly saddened that I have been pulled into this situation. That an actress sharing her most private memories in the hopes of helping others is victimized again. I am an entertainer not a politician. Sexual abuse happens everywhere, even in Hollywood. The real issue is not where the abuse happens, but how we understand and heal. I don't blame anyone least of all myself. I was sharing my story to help others lost in the situation. I would like to emphasize that it is the action I am taking for myself in order to resolve my childhood issues that I had hidden deep inside. It is towards the very individuals at that time, not towards the Chinese army nor the Chinese government. No Government should be held responsible for the actions of its individual citizens.
It is a shadow I have never dealt with, and never really know how to let it go, and for the very first time I was daring to reveal that wounded child in me, and just suddenly as if a bright light flying by, I realized she is actually very vulnerable but strong and yet very beautiful. Even though there are bad experiences shadowing her in life, still she is her own self with grace and beauty for people to love and admire. No one can destroy her spirit, no one can take her power or her beauty but herself. I stood up from my falls, I light the lights in the dark, and I learned to walk the walk again with a smile and forgiveness in my heart. I exposed myself in the light, sharing my story to the world, only to show you there is love, compassion, courage, and honor in our spirit that will never die. I want others who are still in the dark, still alone feeling blind, to see and to learn that it is ok to fall. it is ok to be lost in the dark, it is ok to once have felt ashamed and alone, but it is also ok to get up and walk again. It is even better to challenge ourselves to walk farther, to fight with our own fears, to learn the world is a safe place for us to live, to breathe with our kind open heart, and to believe people who are around us, even if they are strangers just passing us by, that yes they are our friends, they have loving hearts, and good wishes toward us. Like nature's palms touching our souls.
Let's take my hands, let's give me your hands, let's trust with faith firmly, that we can come together and smile again with life's joy to love, to walk, step by step, we will see lights, we will feel warmth, we will feel strong, we will find the solid ground, and experience true happiness. Because we are all one big happy family. When you feel that, that's how you finally know that you are alive.
We are all connected in the light of harmony with beautiful music saying: I Love You...
Bai Ling
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