Romancy on the otherside of the screen....... 银幕另一边的秘密

All things and creatures excite me when they are intimate private and
almost hiding behide the soft orange lights with a fantasy and allure
story a secret mystery that lead you to a dream of unknown and beyound
life can see and reach.........


I am showing you another world another me almost not me but the dream
of me my fantasy those little spirits that bring you to her secret
room on the soft floor only lights can see and dance and touch and you
have to just sit there quietly and, and breath........


Romance on the other-side of the screen, so far away but dangerously
close, close to the essence of all.........


The naked seduction.......
The naked truth.......
The naked dream.......
The naked fantasy........
the naked
naked eyes the beauty
naked..........

裸体的

Hot sexy, Smell the smile of your happiness.......


I have to leave you some of the hot sexy pics to enjoy for the lovely
Saturday.......


Hollywood night
Like a sexy young woman in her revealing dress and high hills.........
Seduce........

What happend Last night awaited me on the otherside of my bedroom wall quietly impatiently with no choise but wait, wait for the sky to change color, all the images have life, as soon as you captured in your eyes, the image formated a life, and they kind of know they will be useful when I woke up to another bright day, yes, don't make decisions just right there, time will shape its meaning while you are sleeping while you are almost not involved it anymore, emotion is like a child, she wants candy that is all, but life means much more than a candy to the thoughtful serious mind beings........


Rememberd a man told me once, his daughter has never been to musems or a classical concert or library or a conversation about art and soul, she is simply not interested, but she knows dam well which disgner did the
latest bag and shoes and a dress, that paticaler one she wanted him to
buy so badly for her, of cause over thousand dollars, she grew up in
beverly hills, he once took her to Japan, all she wanted to do was to
shop in the same expensive stores that we have here in beverly hills,
he does not like it at all, and he asked me to talk to her about it, but she cannot be taught or changed anymore, time frame things, shopping is her entire life, show off that is all she wants to do, like a child's candy in her mind the flavor the shape the color and the name, yes the name, if her friend is enviuse then she is in
heaven.........


Why who made what is so important to people in Hollywood?


Sexy is in every breath you blow, magic in the wind, has nothing to do with what you ware......

You have to establish who you are and find your soul first before you
enter the corrupted world, then you might enjoy the color of the
allure like a lot of us do, otherwise your life will be sold and you
will never be happy, because you live for others to approve, and then
you will be a slave to others in your entire life. But life is yours,
not others, there are many healthy beautiful food for you mind and
soul to indldgin, find them each day, they might give you the light to
smell happiness, have you noticed? Everytime you smell, a smile is
fallowed immediate right you blink your tender eyes, try it now with a
gentle touch close your eyes, let a peaceful blue lake emerge, see it
inside, then smell, and then hold your breath for 2 second and now let
it go fully
A beautiful smile in the sky printed by you
and it is your smile, in front of you a yellow butterfly
dancing your melody of joy
happiness ........


My gift to you my friend........
Naked seduction

Except us, Many world exist in the space at the same time........

From the 1st picture you will never know what it is coming, magic,
just we don't know or see, but there are many world next to us, right
in front of us, behind us and above and below us, fascinating the
demention of the space we are living in........

I was at this fancy girl friend's house to celebrate her birthday, so
many Hollywood people here and many ghosts there too, the ghosts
walking on the head and hat of the men's, and trying to figure it out
why are they all here looking around like they have some nick
problems, have you noticed, none of the people are concentrate or
interested in one conversation, of cause party meant for party not
talking. It all blurred into the fire that behind me that warm my body
so spicy, you know you can always find me where the fire is, it is
always the magic the fire, just look at it and feel it, you can not
say it is not a magic, but the most interesting thing is this little
old person was there calmly reading a passed time news pepper and
smoke a cigar and have the Chinese sign( you should know what it says)
next to him, nothing fits in the party, but he is in his own world on
the table of the center of the busy bar mind anybody's business
reading.......reading time , reading us, or he is not even there.......

Yes there are other beings other life other worldly magic that live
with us that we just don't know, but nature tangle us together
perfectly in harmony.......

Great evening for me, but had to run because I have an important and
exciting meeting to go the next day.........

Should be last night's message, but are we always running behind time
in the human world?

Have a lovely fire warm Friday evening.......

A smile to all my friends in my blog, and those whom get anxciuse
somehow, its life enjoy your mood, even if you don't like or
understnad it, but all are the gift of life for the spirit......

magic around you, just watch.......

3 stories sharing with you 1) My naked art in Valentine......2)TMZ......3)Mickey's dog......

This is my Valentine, all in nature......all in the lazy
craziness.......


I started in Jacuzzi naked with my open sences, then glued in boat, then in the hot shinny sun, then in the deep blue sea, light mood, light heart, the big waves driving the boat by me
high speed, I always like the speed, when the big boat is jumping so
high in the rough surface of the ocean covered entirely my direction,
but the danger gets me so excited, yes, full speed! Then my friend
slowed down my temperature suddenly, the boat stopped, lunch
in the middle of the sea with big mouthed birds landing from all over
the world for a feast Valentine's food party, I feed the birds with all my
food, then cold wind knocked me out showed my nipples like alcohol slips in, then I fall
asleep, big waves shaking our boat and trying so hard to turn over all
of us upside down, sea sick swallowed the entire me, still trying to cover my nipples then the coldness
shows its laughter once again in the hush wind, then I fall asleep again deep in the bright sun........Suddenly awake for no reason noticing the quietness of the world...... Pictures are
taking by the sun with my naked eye in the quietness, time back again sobered me with noises------ Valentine on earth......


I am not drunk......I am naturely high.......


It all blurred like those paintings above one by one changed its
order.......


Went to Nobu for dinner in malibu, then fall asleep in the car ride,
then fall asleep again to a 1 and half hour massage, then desert, then
dance in a club in Hollywood, then changed club, changed another club,
then danced again till I was drunk in my own drums so loud........


Friend text me saying I was on TMZ TV the night on the Valentine,
don't know where to find and watch it, they say I am on TMZ all the
time, all the time but why? They always make fun of me. One time I was
in a theater and bunch of kids ask for autograph, I asked:
" How old are you?"
"11."
"What?"
"Yes 11."
"How old are you?"
"12."
I don't think they see my movies then I asked:
"Do you know me?"
"yes."
"How do you know me?"
"TMZ"
Wow kids watch TMZ?


Tonight I was just walked out of the restaurant "Madeo", A lot of
photographers are there and few video cameras are there shooting at me
with lights, there are fans from Chicago and England have a tons of
pictures ask me for autograph, I did because the guy from England was
out there waiting for a long time: " I am from England and not see you
often please Bailing please I really appreciated if you could signe
these." He was so excited to see me, but I was uncomfortable signing
with all the paparazzi shooting, suddenly this camera guy asked me if
I know Micky's little dog had just died, I was so shucked and did not
know how to respound, because he was laughing while he was asking me
the questions, I suddenly was afraid if he is playing with me just to
see my reaction, but people don't joke about those things, but in this
case I hope he was joking, because otherwise Mickey will be so heart
broken.........I feel for him because I know he does not have many
friends close to him, but he trusts his little dog his closest friend, I remember that
little dog was so cute and vulnrable cannot even walk probably, he is
so adorable and sweet it just made me so sad........a life did not have enough time to catch his breath.......
When young man and dog
become old they become so fragile, I text Mickey a message and hope
he is ok and hope he will win the oscar so it can comfort him in a
good big way, his dog lived good life because of him, if I remember
right he is 17 years old, but it is scary even now, what if the camera
man from TMZ was just joking with me and I text him saying this about
his dog?


Sometimes I am standing in front of the bright flashing lights but
actually cannot see and know the naked truth.......


Lights made for the road to shine, lights made for your eyes to be
blind.


Hope Mickey is in peace with his little lovely Dog, hope Mickey will
take home the oscar.......
kindness......

LIFE PASSING BY JUST LIKE A BLINK OF EYE.......


This is life catches up with you rush you and push you and doing everything to make sure that you are in the present and the past is long long gone like an old train and not important anymore, I was going to tell you about my Valentine's adventure and the life in between, but life would not allow me, it interrupted me hard just like that, no matter how much I try, even this picture was taking last night when I was on my way to a kids charity event, that's how far life allow me to go back, strange I was somehow in a sad mood yesterday stranged by a mood, locked...... maybe it was the rain?

But I am happy now, if it was the message I would write yesterday will be a strange funny one, like this little mischievous girl in a short short little mini skirt spirit of my wants to show off, I should have let her, but life stopped her just when I was ready to dance...... but it is now my friend, the sky oppend another page of happiness to show me the way of not indulging in my silly little mood that missed out the fun of life, again I am excited about life about the up coming mystery and what is right now in front of me, as I am writing, its the most beautiful time of the day right now, sunset, I do and always hear the melody of the moving music like the sun is finishing its job and let go of a big sign and take back the big red smile and walking back home down the big mountain on the other side of the sea for dinner with his lovely little sexy lady, smell the food, I can see she is excited to be again sitting opposite of him and anxiously waiting and watching him to finishing his dinner and jump into his arms for a hot love making......

Golden lights dimed by a candle lighted with her face so close to the fire.......

Evening poisoned with desire......

I am again driving LA in traffic on the road of life, wishing some one is sitting next to me.......

A beautiful day and a beautiful evening to you wherever you are......


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Valentine's day......


Isn't it every day a Valentine's day? It is to me, If not I almost for sure you will be disurpointed, because when you want something for the purpres of wanting it normally its not going to show up on time, it will be caught somewhere by a sudden unexpected wind, but it will happen somehow somewhere when your heart is delighted of giving, suddenly it will when you are not expected it any more, it will show up but for a better reason for a real meaning and a perfect time, and more importantly the gift will be a beauty in the realm of the soul.......


I am sorry fly I did not satisfy your need on time......
But Valentine is here for you everyday.......


Hope you all had a good one, I am going to share with you mine on my next post right here.

These 2 pictures, This is me when I had no hair and a big forhead(is this how you spell?) and one eye bigger one eye small, my grandmother always put all my hair together pointed to the sky, maybe she is trying to get sattlight and watch my channels turn? This is my family, my beautiful grandmother is on the left, her husband my grandfather stopped her to become a huge movie star, and look how handsome my father is and how beautiful my mother and my sister are, I was so moved when you posted those 2 pictures, and almost brought tears to my eyes, on my blackberry can not see your name, 57358? Somethings like that in Chinese and from Thanland? How did you get those pictures? Where did you find them? But what a beautiful gift to me, I miss my family so much and I miss my grandmother everyday, she is my love and light, she is still, she live in the moon now, sometimes when I drive on sunset saw a big huge moon sitting there in front of me and waiting for me like a huge sweet pancake just like my grandmother used to cook for me and waiting for me outside my school with all the goodies that I like to eat, images in front of my eyes right now like a moving life, you know those old movies, scratched, but so real and beautiful, it almost shows the identicla quality of real life then its gone.......


So much so much want to go back time and to be with my grandmother and lost forever in her arms.......


Sometimes I don't like hollyday's it just makes me sad......


But thank you for the gift of those 2 pictures, it meant a lot to me.......




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For You My Valentine.......

For you my love
for you my color
for you my closed sanity
for you one single drop of my rose
red......


touched my lips
touched your hands
touched the air in between
stay
touched.......


forever tangled
forever burned
forever in silence
you
me......


walk away
inside
be apart
in you
deep......


come
the drums
come
your fire
dance floor.......


for you my love
for you my color
for you my open heart
for you one single drop of your tear
red......

I am filming you in valentine........情人节快乐!

Come to my studio to me, come closer, don't move I am filming you,
filming the still sound around you, filming your heart's temperature,
filming your temptation, as the camera with its pure sharp eyes, it
will capture your pure heart in the sharp action, don't move, don't be
afraid, just open, open to the camera, open to me, and open to your
own mirror......


There is no way I can choose those photos, maybe you will have to help
me to, which one? Which one fits you and captures your spirit or
captured the right moment of your mood in peace and beauty? For me
they are incebratble, it's a chin of a love letter to the world to
you, to the moment just giving birth right now right here......

I smile a lot have you noticed in those photos? It is because Valentine's Day is coming, What a beautiful day to think of love and your loved ones and the romantic feeling of in love or will be in love or already long ago falls to its lake so deep and never wake up........

To me, you are lucky if you feel either the gentle love or the
passionate burning love with a desire, either just one night or life
time or just one evening walking under the bright moon with your hands
almost touched or just a moment passing by you with the eyes of love
unspoken, or the moment it is gone just before you realized your smile hasn't fully emerged, startled the moment of love could pass so quickly like a shadow, even then you are lucky, time means nothing in loves world, eyes, life and heart, time frozen when love walks by.........

Magic stop the world as love walks by, we stop the world as we are walking by with love, this is how you stop the world, just by carrying love in your heart, you don't have to show, but the world will stop because you become the magic when you breath love, and magic can not be missed......

I am lucky I feel love all the time in my heart, even by little
things, the wind crossing by, the sunlight, my beautiful Qiji's gentle kiss, a good wish from you, the silence, when you recognized the Heart the love message in my previuse post, when I know there is a valentine's day anxiously excitedly awaits for us not so far ahead, when I know we all are going to fall in the beautiful river of love if you are not already in so deep, I am lucky just to breath the precious air that nature give to me with its pure loving heart, yes I am in love as each every new day I am alive, as I wake up each new day and new moments arrives with its new surprises and gifts, I am in love as I have your love each new day as I am delighted to share and give you mine........

There is a boy, there is a girl, there is a magic love story, there is a burning kiss, he is yours, she is yours, they are all yours only if you give your pure heart completely to the smile you receive.......

Happy Valentine's day my friend!

lets fly with our beautiful wings.......

情人节快乐我的朋友们!
我爱你!