5:38am I am still up, sleepless and so excited, because tomorrow... no in face it is already today Sunday morning now, my last the final show will be air at 8pm on VH1......
Good bye my beloved wild child, I shall miss U So much........:)
Life is just so beautiful when you let your heart open, let your beautiful smile open a shinny sky to you and to the world, and have the courage to let your wings open to fly, fly high to catch your dreams that is still flying high than you, but I know you can catch it, because it is yours to have, all you have to do is: Have faith and go for it........
With once again sweet sadness I am finally saying good by to my VH1show "Celebrity Rehab" my wild child, I have never liked to say good bye...... the last few months of the very difficult experience in my life has really changed me and my life, I am so grateful, not only for Dr. Drew and his excellent team and my co-star rehab friends, but U --- my loyal, kind, loving, caring and intelligent friends on the other side of the screen, you encouraged me kindly hold my hand every step away during those difficult times of my life, yes every step, I am so grateful!!!
Now I have new pair of wings and a healthy heart and spirit, I am sober and I am ready to open and to unfold the new chapter of my life with only joy and positive.
I landed from the moon, with purity in my heart, with sunlight always shines a smile on my face, with the best of me to wish the best of you, Yes I am here to love to give to lend a hand, to show you it is ok to fall, it is ok to be lost in darkness, but it is also ok to get up walk again, it is ok even to challenge yourself to walk even father to see to experience and to celebrity the beautiful life that is yours to live......
Be brave be kind be grateful be compassionate be in the moment of your beautiful life start from the moment you open your sleepy eyes in the morning sun, till the sky in the evening gently bring the pure moon and the shinny stars in front of your eyes like a dream, yes this is the nature's way telling you showing you how well you did today......
知性的我给你。Cookie：美是内心的气质和美好，流淌着不尽的灿烂阳光，象宇宙藏着春夏秋冬的谜语却也大大方方的敞开着玫瑰花园里的艳丽和热情。自信 的女人是男人的敬仰孩子的榜样女人们自己的骄傲和一生的华丽和尊重。我把心给你为的是你把心里那扇关得太久的窗户愉快的打开。
I give you my heart is for the purpose for you to happily safely bravely open your long closed heart with such a great freedom and joy........... lets hold hands together walk to the light, beauty, laughter and pure love......
