It is the weekend and we are still working, last night went to KTV, crazy there, did not take my blackberry so I could not take pictures to show you, but it was a lot of fun. No traffic today because it is the wekend, some how feeling tired and look foward to, because tomorrow is Sunday, god, when you work hard, Sunday become so important to your body and spirit, I will pick my mom up, she is fly in to visit me, and I will take her around and come to set, my mom is a funny charector, like a wild card, so charming, friends love her, but as a mom I think she is a young mom, but I love her spirit, free, so free, she would travel the world like no Chinese would do, she dose things based on her instinct, what a lively and free spirit person, I think I have a lot of her in me, but it would boring for her on set I am sure, she has a short attention towards to things, but it would be intreating since I don't see her often, she is like a friend, a friend that I know for a long time and always tell me to do things. Ops, traffic now, you never know what life brings to you when your are out in the wild open apace, but I like the unknow always, that is where life come in with a Mischievious laughter, but I love it! I love life! Talk to you later.
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So late went to karaoke sing some stupid songs but have to get up in 5 hours, if the production knows they are going to be so mad, but I am not supposed to look good in the movie anyway......
Ut is Friday how can you just go to sleep like that, you have to go out have some fun and watching people getting drunk and every one smokes, my friend dropped off and they are continue to party to Suzie Wang........but my eyes ask me to go to bed now......
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You filming then the time is gone and the weekend is gone, every day become the same lost in the story and in the charector, it is fun, but also can be confused and lost, waiting for my shot now and imagine the night life of busy Beijing, every one is rush home and brought so much food for the whole family to enjoy, lot of smiling talking and beautiful time, I haven't had that for a long time, something missing in my life, because it is so close to my home town it just makes me miss the family life even more, singel life is free and fun but can be lonely and drafting like the lost love songs. Right now I hear outside of my window, the noises of the city, cars and trains and airplans and people walking talking and laughing, I want to dive in to the sea of the life in Beijing now...... They are calling me to set now, see you soon......
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A smile from Beijing
Traffic again, it tooks us 10mins just to get to the big road, I can't believe it. Patient you need to deal with the traffic or anything, another day started, it looks so long already, hard the shooting and I can't even imagine to get to that cold direty water and stay there and coverd in blood all day, well it is hard to make movie and stay in this kind of condition, but it is the job I choose to do. Good news I got another offer for a movie, excited, shooting in America right after I finish this one and before I am shooting in Germany, life is good, I love my job could surprise me and take me to a place other wise I would not go at that time, this is one of the beauty yo make a movie, I love my job and feel very lucky to find my dream. It was so good the massage, but could not sleep well, maybe it is the ice coffee dessert that I have or the full moon? It was so beautiful the moon last night, setting directly in front of me on the big clean sky, almost orengr, I always think that moon is the ain's sister, when the sun go home to have her dinner, that is the moon girl on duty, moon is my angel, she protects me all the way, maybe she has a message for me last night? A beautiful msasege that I already know, she fallowed me everywhere last night and waited for me till I got home safe, lucky me. Still in heavy traffic, but will write you later.
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Foot massage so good and so relaxing after all this torture in the cold water shooting for the whole day and getting wet, especially my legs are wounded, they had to wrapped me like sausage with so many Layers on top of each other can't event bend my Legs
This is a young production, of cause it is hard to make a movie any where, in China makes it harder but special too, I can see and feel our yong team that eagerly want to make color their dream on a big screen and they are trying their best to do and to give their best. It is exciting to feel the energe and passion. If you care others they will give the same in return. I love to watch the real local life around me on set waiting when we are not shooting, people walking by even doing nothing, some of the men were there just watching us and squating there for an hour, life paint a beautiful painting in front of us every moment, you just have to watch with a excitment, I will say good night to you right now and see you soon, where ever you are, I want send a big hug and a smile..... Thank you for reading me!
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Late night in Beijing
Feeling a little strange and a little sad, don't know why, just my mood swings like the waves touched by the evening wind, no thoughts just have to fallow and swing, feeling a little lost for some reason, guess I am just way too sinsitive sometimes, wish I could feel less and care less, but that is not my nature, I feel and care for the beautiful things in life, the real things, even there are small, there is no big life or small life, if there is life, then it is big, what a magic life is, I alway always feel lucky to be alive, because of life we have the opportunity to play to work to love to dance to give smile every single day, and to live for the moment of life, to just be there breath, and most importantly to be thankful. Yes this is what I should do, to give and forgive. When you are not in your comfert zone, or you don't get what you want, that is the moment the shadow slips in, but that moment is the shadow's place but not yours, so be wise and stay away from it, then you will alway be in the sunlight. Sunlight------ what delightful beauty, it is in the air, it is on the sky, it is in your eyes, it is actrully only in your heart, like a smile, you have it, you make it and you give it to all. Good night my loved ones. A gentle kiss
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A smile from TGI Friday's
I am at TGI Friday's, so strange I have never been in this restaraunt in the USA, but in China I am here, the wall the ceiling everywhere is the color of white and red stripes, wondering if it repesent the USA flag, anyway all my American cast and crew members love those American restaraut, well I am Chinese but I feel now that part of me has colored already, my "friend" is jealous of me writing you, so I have to take a break and kiss the food now, but good morning!
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During my break filming......
In break between shots, my leg hurts so bad, so bad, it got infected, swolen, and we are shooting whole day in the water, they wrapt me like a sadwich, and it is really hot here. The boots they give to me was sharp that is how did I cut my legs, 7 places the skin are all gone, look scary, how I will be ok and not have faver. Anyway i am so much looking Foward to the evening, after shooting take a hot shower and change into a fresh cloths and walk out in Beijing find a cool restraunt, just chill, I want and love breath life when I am not working. And of cause I would want to tell you Shonia's story when my soul is quiet and not in this kind of mentolly mass place confused with my charector, my charector is cool, but she is on a different journey, wild and trampt......I wish I could tell you more about Beijing, about the life here, but I need to work, but I will, because China is so fascinating! They are calling me to set now......
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