Sharing my story with love and light from my heart

In a tearful interview, Bai Ling recounts what drove her to alcoholism, but did going on “Celebrity Rehab” help her get over her addiction? Plus, why did she think it was important to have her rehabilitation televised?

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Sharing my story to be the voice to help children who are still suffering in the darkness, with love and compassion. Bai Ling



26 June, diffecult sad day for me......
Tonight was my VH1 celebrity Rehab premiered, As sad as I am still now after watching the show and talking with all of you, heart trembling as if I have high fever, touched moved with those beautiful soul whom suffered so much... it brought me back to the sad memories of my childhood in Tibet in the army, so much feelings feel for me for you for all of us, especially that wounded little child inside me, she is so sad so hopeless and so scared that I revealed her, revealed her secret, exposed her nakedness and pain to the public to the entire world, but why do I do this?

I believe there is a higher purpose in life, a greater mission and magic with in each soul, I reveal her to touch lives, to touch hearts, to lend a hand to help those children and us who are still suffering in the darkness, still walk on the edge of the cliff of life so afraid to see the sunlight, still in the dark want to end life, still lonely with no one to share and care, I want to let them know: it is ok what they went though and what had happened to them, I want them to know there is hope, there is someone out there really care for them with great love and compassion and understanding, yes understand their pain, their suffering and wanted to help them heal, I want them to know that they have not been forgotten, they are not alone, beautiful life is still with its open heart and arms welcome them to return with great joy.......

I want to help, I want to share my story to help, If I can even just help one person, make them feel they have not being forgot, they are not alone, then its all worthwhile, I live to help to give, cause I received so much including your love...

I am the voice of the silent... I want to be cause I care! The painful hard life I went through I finally realized is for the great purpose of helping others. I have a gift ,but the gift is not meant for me to keep but to give.

Yes thats why I revealed you --- the little wounded child living hiding inside me, what you are afraid of is the strength and gift to other's soul.

Thank you!
Bai Ling send you LOVE.......

Sharing with you a message I revieved:
Hello Bai,
I left a message on your offical page, however I wanted to share with you again my thoughts on what you've shared on your video blog and your comments after last nights show.
I really appreaciate you Bai. It takes a strong person to open up the very essence and nakedness of their heart, soul and mind to inspire others. Continue to be proud of who you are. Never forget, even if at times you feel alone, you can look up and see that so many (even those who have never met you like myself) do care about you and look for many wonderful things to come your way.
A dear friend of mine is an actress in the Philippines so I know also from knowing her for years, the trials and challenges faced.
You must stay strong, rise up and soar like an eagle and inspire others.
Along the way take all that you experience in life and turn it into something wonderful and creative and spark your inner creativity.
Remember you are not alone and so many do care about you.
Sincerely,
Your new friend
:o)
Mark

Another one:
You are an angel sent by the heavens,
to inpire those of us who are victims of abuse,
thank you for giving me HOPE !
Much Love to a Beautiful Soul !!
A.J

One more:
Very profound and touching. I wish you to find true peace and happiness.
It really was too much for a child to bare.
You are a true inspiration and have great courage. I agree there is a purpose in all things.
Please be gentle and loving to yourself. Your fans love you even though we don't know the real Bai Ling.
I am so sorry for all the suffering you have had to endure.
Wishing you nothing but good things! Believe in yourself.
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