To you ------ a beautiful day

This is the picture I took the other day in my trailer, thought it was a Uniqe shot shows how mirror can reflects us by surprise just when you left the thoughts of your mind, I like the fantacy world or the world we don't realy see every day when your eyes are wide open, but when you close the beautiful window of your eyes, then you really opend the vision of your true world alone, like a secret river of moving lights and image......with the sound of the delightful spring birds. our eyes only designed to see what we see now, but the real world is so much more magical, maybe you think you are ware blue today, but you are actrully ware red, this is how different the real world could be, and it is a gift if we could let our wings open and our eyes rest till the state you are not aware of if you are seeing the world with your eyes or seeing it with the gift of you whole open universe......

Feeling I got a litte cold again in the cold and hot heat here in Albuquerque. But I want to wish Bai -Weii happy birthday in the beautiful blue island and sorry Ian about in Cannes, you know sometimes actress's life conducted on the fingers of the Producer's, next time come to me, I will take the bus too. Yes I will do a Q&A when my shooting is done and my schedule is More nomal. Thanks for the beautiful and kind words my friends and the yellow butterfly...... I am lucky to have your support and friendship.

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In my trailer Waiting......

In my tailer waiting...... Eventhough I have a Lots of things to do, but you just get bored waiting sometimes, its part of the job for an actor just to wait and the day and night could be endlessly unknow...... I wonder for Actors, how much time you spend on set waiting and acting? I feel tonight is going to be a long night, and the day is short and the sun is already down, you realy have to have a lot of patience to make a film, I wondering how many actors are on set right now in the world just set in their trailer waiting and get bored, and how many phone calls in the air that is made by actors who are bored in their trailers of waiting, and what kind of crazy conversations they are having? Send a lover a kiss? Flirting in the air? Or break up just because they are bored, how silly those excuses...... intreating if there is a person above us all and see it all? You know when I was in the army in Tibet, when there is a war and the leader will pull out a map or those human made little wooden models to show you what's going on or where you should go or hide or to attack which mountain, I thought somebody is doing this somewhere positioning us all --- over the world, just like the director on set, " Bailing you come here, no here! " Someone puts me here and positioned my fate. We are the miracle of nature, just like nature is our miracle, we just have to stuck somewhere and be happy. See this is what you do when you get bored, you imaging and slip into Another world witch is invisible to our lives nomally. I am looking for the weekend to wondering off somewhere far in the desert...... To find nothing but a little yellow butterfly......

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