My hot shooting day......

My hot shooting day started from the lights of the sun, I woke up late, but the loud sun was shouting, so perfectly ready to shower me flirt with me, so impatiently wants to touch me burn me and has its memory deeply ink in my body my mind and your curiosity the land where you stands where you left your mind but just you and me, perfect dance I had in the sun with you in my presence while I closed my eyes... yes just in that moment you appeared then you are gone with my mysterious erotic smile...... but those photos I cannot post my friend, you just have to imagine with your eyes closed but dream opens like a red rose....... 
Life start from now this moment, this moment of life, no more no less, exactly just like this supposed to be, perfect, perfect gift just for us for you...... perfect dance.......


For your weekend just for you, have a lovely smile in your heart...... 
and do leave your thoughts here so that I know you have been......
Yes step by step rolling, rolling our happiness that we just received...... 

This is me and I have to be me and lucky to be me dance the moment of life, I have to be me to give you joy delight happiness and entertain you and play with you but most importantly to protect you and give you the pure love like the fresh air just now lifting your soft curtain so at ease like a slow dance the wind we breath....... this is me my mission and gift in this life time on earth to show you your unfolding spirit...... with beauty......
Have a lovely weekend wherever you are


My story of 88

How lovely to think of you......
Full moon is for lovers, so so beautiful, I can see you with your heart wide open so pure and clear with no protection just like my vulnerable but so powerful, its meant to be... stillness... magic..... lets look together at the moon wherever you are......



I was going to post you today's hollywood party with the beach boy band playing next to the pool and a beautiful view, but I started with those pictures, it just does not fit, I like those pictures, they are kind of pure and innocent, but the party one just too sexy I will save them for the next time.

Yes the story of the 88, wow memories can be so beautiful its like a kite taking its time gently flying away so far away to the sky, till my naked eyes suddenly blurred by the hush sunlight and the lovely kite just lost so up high somewhere behind the sky forever that I can not see it anymore, sadly I searched the whole sky and on the land of earth, but nowhere to be found the lovely kite,  but just when I give up then there it is the kite appeared in front of me dancing with its wings in the wind of the music, almost I felt kind of not really sure what had happened or where I was??? A game?

This is my story and my story of a young mental patient whom lost her sense of reality, but circled inside of the huge 88, yes she keep having this DREAM about herself ice skidding in side of the 8 circle and could not get out, she tried so hard to escape but she just can not, 8 lucky number circle of life, but she  felt like a doomed magic that locked her feet her heart then her sweet wings, she ice skidding circled inside the huge white number 8 on the frozen dark ice lake endless, only her breath and the hush sound of the knife cutting through the hard frozen lake can be heard so loud... then suddenly one day she found the 8 circle just appeared like a magic on the surface of a frozen lake in REALITY without her even put her foot on the ice......... yes she found the lake looks just like in her dream then she skidding in the huge circle of the number  8, once again exactly just like in her dDREAM, then music started, then a smile emerged from this young woman's deep heart to her innocent face, then her wings suddenly came back and once again she is flying, flying in the huge 8 circle so graceful and found the freedom as if she is flying like the lovely kite into the far away beautiful blue sky so up high.........
then the second 8 emerged just like that so quietly but huge like a shadow, from the ice, beneath the frozen lake........
Magic......

I miss her and her love dream and surreal craziness....... Yes no one understand her but me....... maybe you?

This is the character I played in a Chinese movie called : Arc Light

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